I'm tired and I want to go to bed........
What a weekend! Headed off from London on Friday night to the depths of Wales for a weekend Navigation course at Plas-Y-Brenin. My train dropped me at Llandudno Junction at 7pm and I then had to amuse myself until 9.30pm when the mini bus picks up from the station. Can't complain - it's a free service from the centre and I took the time out to call home and read through my navigation books.
Needless to say, the weather in Wales was like everywhere else - wet, windy and wild. The course began in Saturday morning with a brief intro and overview and then we donned the waterproofs - or as it turned out - not so water proofs - and headed on to the mountain where
we spent 7 hours walking around learning how to match details on a map with 'real' features in the landscape. It was interesting to see how this course differed to the one I took last year on the Preseli Mountains. With this course the emphasis was on map interpretation, on the previous course the emphasis was on compass work - which I actually found more useful. Yes, if your on a mountain or hilly area then using the landscape and map can work very well, but on featureless, low lying terrain such as moors or even forest, it's the compass that is going to work best - but what do I know!
Anyway, the day was spent meandering around the hillside, spotting features, finding tick marks and even an occasional game of treasure hunt. We stopped briefly for lunch and the
7 of us in the group huddled into the emergency shelter which was like a small piece of heaven when, for a few minutes, we were out of the wind and rain. This excellent piece of kit is a bit
like a small tent but without a door, which just pulls over the top of those inside - a bit like a giant breathable bag. Nifty bit of kit to keep in the rucksack and they come in different sizes - made by Mountain Equipment I believe.
Windswept and soaked through we made our way back to the centre for 5pm for much needed tea and cakes before our end of day briefing - which actually turned into a planning session for the second day's route. We were given a starting reference and a finishing point and how we got there was up to us! We were shown how to work out distance and time, plan escape route, allow for uphill/downhill variants and how to look for tick marks and pointers on the way. Together we devised a 6 hour trek taking in a 805m summit.
The evening was spent enjoying a lovely 3 course dinner, followed by a lecture on winter climbing in Scotland. I once had the idea I'd like to try some winter climbing - now, strangely enough, I don't feel the same urge! Wouldn't mind walking around some snow covered glens though - but will be quite happy to look up at the mountains from below!
Sunday morning - kit had dried off - well, most of it, and off we went again. I'd bought a Garmin Gecko GPS a couple of days before so took that out with me as well just to see what it came up with. Rule number 1 - don't turn it on until you are ready to navigate! It tracked a lovely straight line for the van journey from the centre to the start point! The day looked as though it might be better as we started out hood less and in almost sunlight. Silly thought, within 20 minutes it had started to rain again and that was about our lot for the rest of the walk. The winds were stronger as well which made the rain, at times, feel like hailstones - an impromptu facial on the mountains - lovely!
All along the route we were given things to look out for, learnt how to spot changes in landscape and became quite good at matching contour lines to real physical features but, to be honest, it wasn't a fun walk. For near enough 6 hours we were on the go with only a few short breaks here and there. The other members of the group were fairly seasoned hillwalkers and all seemed to enjoy the route march approach to the day and, if I'm honest, I'd have to say I struggled to keep up, especially going down hill, and I ended up in the bog more times than I care to mention - on one occasion up to my knee. I could still laugh about it but it wasn't the best fun I'd had on a walk. If you'd ask me to describe anything about the place we walked I couldn't tell you - and that's not just because of the weather. And what didn't help was that I'd forgotten my custom insoles for my boots so by the end of the second day my feet and my ankle had ceased to communicate with me! Towards the end of the route we were all beginning to get a bit grouchy and the words, "get us off of here" were muttered more than once. Boy was I glad to get back and have a hot shower before more tea and cakes and then decamping to Betws-Y-Coed.
The weather and the dynamics of the group made it a
challenging weekend for me. One of the members seemed to be on his own little mission and was forever charging ahead and on the second day we were all getting a bit fed up with trying to figure out where he was - our little mountain goat!
By Sunday night I could easily have jumped on a train and headed home, but no, that would be too easy......
Monday morning and, guess what, more rain. Almost had a sense of humour failure last night when I arrived at Swallow Falls Youth Hostel to find a mistake had been made with my booking. It seems the person who took the booking, months ago, had left. I took a big breath and calmly if not a little shakily muttered "I really don't care if she's left or not, I've been on a mountain for 6 hours in the rain and wind, I'm cold and tired and I have a confirmation of booking - please sort this out!". 30 minutes later and I was in a warm, dry room - thankfully. What I hadn't realised is that Swallow Falls is 2 miles outside of the town with limited bus facilities to dinner was to be had in the adjacent pub/hotel. My mobile phone hadn't been able to pick up a signal since I had arrived on Friday night and I so wanted to be able to talk to loved ones back home that, yes, I was starting to get a little grumpy - can't you tell! Raiding pockets for all available change I tried to ring home but couldn't get through to those I wanted to reach, so at 8pm I gave up and, wait for it.....went to bed! I was knackered!!!! But I was here to get some practise in for Ben Nevis and so made the resolve to get up and get out on to Snowdon itself. I'd been warned that there was strong winds and that I may not get to the summit - but I was going to try.
I filed my walking plan with my mum and the hotel and headed off by Sherpa Bus at10am. Excellent system the Sherpa's. £4 for an all day ticket which links you from the main towns around Snowdon and, therefore, the main routes. Brilliant.
I headed off from Pen-Y-Pass and took the Pyg track up. Now I'm guessing this isn't called this because of the cute four-legged cr
eatures that may have used it - I think it's because it is a pyg of a track. The weather was O.K and for a change it wasn't raining. I even managed to get the camera out. I wasn't quite expecting the track to be as craggy as it was and found the steps up quite hard work but it was worth it as the views opened out and I looked down the lakes and the Miner's track below.
As I proceed up the track the weather began to worsen and the rain came in again - surprise surprise, but I was O.K. There were a few moments when
I thought about the 'what ifs' as I was walking on my own and did stop to think about those I'd left at home and how they might be feeling......
2/3rds of the way up I turned to look behind me at what had been a fantastic view to see
a huge wall of greyness heading towards me. Within a couple of minutes the mist had surrounded the mountain and visibility was poor. I stopped. Pulled out the flask and took a seat. I was at the junction of the Pyg Track and the Miner's track.
It was time to make a decision. I could push to the summit, about another 40 minutes walk in these conditions, and then have to race back down to get the bus, or I could turn back now. As I drank some tea and snacked on dried fruit I started to shiver - not good. My feet ached and I really did wonder what the point would be of going to the top other than to say I'd done it. What I really wanted was to be able to share that moment with someone special - one of my friends, family or loved ones that I'd left at home and so you know what - I decided not to do it. To wait for another day when I had one of my chosen chums with me, when the weather was better and when I could enjoy the moment fully. And so
I chose to head down. With an elusive mobile phone signal I rang mum and told her of the change of route and peered into the fog at the steep path I had to descend.
I did feel a bit feeble when a group of school kids trotted past me on their way to the top - and an American couple in jeans and trainers but then I thought - "so what, I'm actually not enjoying this and if I drop into the valley at the bottom I'll be able to see more, take some pictures and enjoy the walk - and that's what it's about" - and that's what I did. It took about 20 minutes for
me to descend to the waterfall at the bottom of the steep section and then the rest of the path was easy going. The sun did make an appearance and it was quite something being able to look up at the mountain ridges where I had been walking earlier and from where I looked down on the lakes. Now I was walking beside the crystal clear (and freezing cold) water.
And I enjoyed the rest of the walk back. I was out for about 4 hours and it even stopped raining long enough for me to dry off before getting the bus back. A nice day and
I learnt something about myself. That I'm not the rufty tufty would-be Joe Simpson type mountaineer I thought I wanted to be. I'm just me - I love the mountains and walking and being out and about but, to be perfectly honest, I'm looking forward to another beautiful, peaceful walk around Maldon as much as I am my next trip to the mountains. It surprised me to discover this about myself. And that I was actually thinking about those I'd left at home who care about me and worry about me when I'm out - and that it's O.K if I'm not a hardened death defying climber/mountaineer type.
I guess you could say that in the fog on Snowdon I saw clearly what really matters to me.....Couldn't wait to get home on Tuesday - the thought of a hot bath and home cooked food was wonderful. What wasn't so wonderful was the £65 it cost me to get an earlier train home - but the end result was worth it - every penny. It may sound strange and to those who know me this will come as a bit of a surprise...but for the first time in a long time I actually wanted to be home......and that's something quite special :-)
My mission for this weekend was accomplished - I hve gained a greater understanding of navigation and feel confident about heading out, and I've been able to gauge how my training is coming on for Ben Nevis. It's going to be a challenging - but I'm convinced I can do it. Must remember my insoles though.......
So, a bit of a rest this weekend. I'm picking up a newer car and will be putting it through it's paces next weekend when I drive to Ambleside for a scrambling course.
All for now.
Sturdy.